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Your average teenage girl ❤ Rachel, わたしはレイチェルです。
Emo = Emotive Hardcore ❤
You know that, don't you? Drill it in your minds. No nonsense in front of me.
And Adam Lambert is the absolute best :D
I feel evil&guilty for first betraying MCR, then BLG. :O
#1. ADAM + LAMBERT = !GLAMBERT fan
#2. Heels over head with BOYSlikeGIRLS
#3. In a relationship with MYCHEMICALROMANCE

Damn you, you know it.
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Ick! Don't like the new editor.
Hmm... Today went to CCA barbecue! :D
It was kinda fun, we rented a double bike and took turns to ride it.
So we both had to peddle, and I never rode a bike before, so the in front person was really really important.
Hmm.
Then, at first, I was like screaming my partner's name for many times cos she seemed like she wasn't stable.
"ZOU ZHOU!!!!"
And then I realise that it was easier for her to ride a one seater bike cos you get to control everything.
But for a first-timer, two seaters are FUN.
:D
And we rode and rode and second and third round we didn't even have a problem starting to ride the bike.
It was so so heavy! Ugh. ><
My legs were like so suan, and the others had the same problem too.
Oh then we had the barbecue!
Michelle asked we how to type bubble tea in short form, and I went like, "BBT larh. Since BBQ stands for barbecue(sounds really like bubble), so it's BBT!"
LOL.
Then Mathea dragged me out to play soccer half way through dinner. I was loitering around and waiting for the food to be roasted so Lesley pulled me across. Then I was telling Mathea I just ate dinner! And I haven't even eat finish! Then she went, "I don't care. Just play!"
So funny. xD
The ball really seemed to be attracted to my knee, and it was damn hard kay!
My knee was so sore just now. ><
Somehow the ball came flying through the air, and I kept intercepting with my knee. x]
Then I told Mathea I really couldn't play and I got stitches.
I wanted to say I got the stichy, then I said "I got the stichies!" (Pronounced stichy-s)
Lmao.
And Wen Yin was like "Sophisticated man."
I: "Thank you very much!"
She was quite supportive! Even though her words are always full of sarcasm. x)
She: "From stichies become achies!" Stands for stomach ache.
And Xin Suen went, "You learn very fast horh?"
LMAO.
Wen Yin: "The worst form of it is the stachies!" Stichies + achies = You get what I mean.
ROFL!
At this point of time it was like 7+ and there were other people at the other BBQ pits.
The one opposite us were like older teenagers, I saw a guy wearing a shirt with SAJC on it, if I'm not wrong. St Andrew's Junior College?
Guess so.
Then there was so much smoke everywhere, and I said it looks like the haze period.
I: "HAZIES!"
Wen Yin: "You're really good at this stuff."
Lol.
Wen Yin: "Even though it's retarded, it's really funny."
I: "Of course! That's what makes it funny! The RETARDEDNESS!"
LMAO!

And then we went to eat, omgosh, the food is SOOO GREAT.
I love the cheese sausage, now must appreciate the ones my mom buys ((:
OOH! And then, the whole part above the BBQ pit was ON FIRE!!!
WHOA~
Then people went like "TAKE PICTURE!!!"
ROFLMAO.
Ting Wei and Aileen were like hi-fiving away somemore! xD
And we, as girls, were like screaming. "OMG OMG OMG!!"
Then all those people from the other pits went "WHOA!"
Especially does opposite us, they were like practically staring.
Everyone was looking at the pit. The fire was huge kay.
Almost the entire aluminium foil was burnt and I think there was some food thrown away. :/
Heard that the first round of fire (which was smaller) was because Aileen threw a piece of cardboard into the pit.
LOL.
Then I heard those guys said that we were young girls, probably don't know anything.
Tsk tsk. ><
It was so funny!
Played card games after that, like Slap Jack and Big 2.
Got really really bored.
Watched TV for a while with quite a few people.
And then we switched over to Channel 8 at 9.30, cos Cris Angel's Mindfreak just ended. It was the 当我们同在一起.
Then we heard some doctor say about Tarzan that his "testicles ruptured". ROFLMAO!
Aileen somemore say "YAY! His testicles ruptured!"
Gosh. These people really are sadistic.

Today was seriously quite fun. Though it was also boring.
Just that some stuff really spices things up :D
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Love is either unconditional or it's no love. You might like someone conditional on their personality or behavior or circumstances. But love accepts no boundaries. So never say 'I love you because', for love has no cause, love comes from God.

Awesome. I've never really heard something this good.

I am going crazy over ADAM LAMBERT now. Lol.
He sounds erm, feminine(?) when speaking, but he totally rocks when he sings.
My head is ringing with his music! :DD

And pretty sad that Sylvia lost Singapore Idol. Really.
It's like the ironic case of Adam Lambert and Kris Allen.
Adam Lambert SO deserves to win!
So again, we've lost a great singer.
x( !!!!
I bet when Sylvia launches her first album, hers will attract much more popularity over Sezairi. I really think he has just an ordinary voice.
x((((
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MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS! ❄
And 100th post ★ (:

No special Christmas. Really bending on a miracle to happen.
Got into so many fights this week.
I really really need this miracle to happen.

Erm, I was kinda surprised when I got my present from my parents.
It's another wallet.
>< !!!!!!
I really really like love the one Pei Xuan got me.
But the thing is, is it better if I keep or not?
I can't use the one my parents gave me.
I'd rather use the one Pei Xuan gave me (:
Guy Laroche. Where had I saw this name before...

Still, I thank them for this present. It's the thought that counts larh. Really :D
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY
LEE PEI XUAN! ❤
Seriously, you're getting older and wiser.
But, slower. *Nods head*
Tsk tsk.
It's tomorrow, but sigh. Can't wait till tomorrow. Too impatient, cos impatience is a virtue.
:D
Have a terrific thirteen (:
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Finished my math homework last night!
:D
Printed out 2 pages/4 sides, and ended up using 4 full pages/8 full sides.
Lol. I am detesting algebra.
x/

YOU just can't stop breathing down other people's necks, CAN YOU?!

Omgosh! Brett lost immunity! Gosh.
I think I prefer to watch reality shows than dramas, huh?
I like to watch Survivor! :D
And recently, I started to like Top Design.
It's something like Project Runway, except a thousand times more difficult.
Come on, build a room entire out of nothing? I think the hardest part is going to the hardware store, getting wood, and then building the platform.
Wow.
Tough job.
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Hello! Today went to Vanessa's house! :D
Kinda boring, cos Nessa here only bothered to play maple.
So happen Pei Xuan's sister liked to play, so both Pei Xuan and me were left to entertain ourselves.
x(

We started off with Monopoly, but got bored.
So we played Wii for a while, then had lunch.
We wanted to play Dai Di, so cleared the table.
Then after 1st round, Nessa suggested play SO (?) Dai Di.
Just basically, winner exchange 2 cards with the person who lost. Then 2nd winner with the 3rd winner. Yeah.
So Pei Xuan kept winning and winning, then I took over, and stayed there for quite some time, before switching back to her. Lol.
Nessa's mom drew the curtains, and we got bored again.
Pei Xuan said she suddenly wanted to play Truth or Dare cos of the atmosphere, then we were like, okay lorh.
Then play play play, ended up writing questions on paper for each of us to answer.
That was at 6pm.
Oh, and, no one bothered to do dare. Vanessa with her eccentric ideas will dare us to prank call someone for absolutely no reason.
Gosh, how time flies. Like very boring, but yet tiring and spent so much time. Haha.
Then we started taking pictures in front of the Christmas tree, but it couldn't be seen. xD
We did all those kind of funny poses.
And Vanessa kept on bullying me! Evil meanie.
Played with my hair and did stupid things with it and took even stupider photos of it.
Wtheck. ><
Realised we all had so many differences, yet we could click well. I wonder why.
Nessa will most likely post those photos plus unglam ones on Facebook.

My head is spinning.
Need to finish all those horrible homework.
Plus get Ah ma's DIM CD.
DDD:
I feel extremely dead today. x,x
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Hatred: this feeling; that which is disliked strongly.
Since it has such a meaning, it's possible to hate many things, no?

Sigh. I don't see how you treat him the way you treat me.
In his disappearance, I stood by you all the time, but you just took me for granted, did it ever cross your mind?
Neglected by you, I wait for that one day, that you may finally see that I am here. See of all I had done. See that the need to do all these was not required. See how hard I worked. See of all he did not do.
Do I deserve this?
Or is this just another path that cruel Fate & Destiny gave to me?
I have waited for thirteen years.
How long more do I have to wait for you to remember I am too, a human being?
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要說的多動聽 才能證明 最親密的關係
雲繞著天空 什麽也沒講 已是最美好的約定
要說的多華麗 才能說出最默契的默契
我在你身邊 呼吸都沈默 你卻懂我每個情緒

這世界太熱鬧 怎麼傾聽
一顆心呼喚另一顆的聲音
這世界再熱鬧 還好我們
剛好在這裏剛好很安靜

Love you love you

要說的多肯定 才能肯定兩個人的心情
風遇上風箏 還沒有邀請
已經一起愉快旅行
要說的多用力 才能留下最堅定的確定
每一個路口 你不用開口
我已經重合你腳印

這世界太熱鬧 怎麼傾聽
一顆心呼喚另一顆的聲音
這世界再熱鬧 還好我們
剛好在這裏剛好很安靜

所有感受不用形容 已經那麼懂 （已經那麼懂）
所有的感動是安靜的心動（安靜的心動）

這世界再熱鬧 也沒關係
每一個眼神我們就能感應 （我們就能感應）
這世界再熱鬧（再熱鬧） 我們已經
在彼此心裏所以更安靜（所以更安靜）

很安静 - Fahrenheit 飞轮海
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):
I am falling in love with 很安静. It's the ending theme song for 桃花小妹 (:
So beautiful. Fahrenheit can be quite nice to listen to sometimes.
Hmm.
Tomorrow got piano lesson in the morning.
I've decided to buy the LA book this week.
Hope Kinokuniya has it :D
Hmm.
I feel tired. Not physically.
This blog cannot go any deader. :X

"God wants you to know" quote from Facebook:

Every day you are choosing either to be grateful or to be disappointed. You can worry to no end about what you don't have. Or you can marvel at God's breathtaking gifts: the morning dew, the sun, the clouds, the trees, the flowers, the birds. Could you create any of these? These miracles of life are always around you, ready to be celebrated, ready to be welcomed into your life.

Quite true.
Yesterday night that was what happened.
Timing so right? Not sure.

To x: Sometimes I wonder why you wanted someone to be with you so badly. But I hope you've given up the thought.
Hello. Anyone who reads this please do not think it's you. You've never met this person before. Thank you.
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Got this from "God wants you to know" on Facebook:

You are not to shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find and keep. The quickest way to find love is to give love. If you want it too badly, you will not find it. The most secure way to keep love is to give it space and care to grow. If you hold it too tightly, you will lose it.

Why do these quotes always say the right thing at the right point of time?
Sigh.
Love quote on Facebook:

We can't gain if we can't let go. There's no love without tears, there's no happiness without sacrifice, and there's no forever without goodbyes.

They seem similar in a way.
Let go, huh?
Let go.
Let go.
I feel like crying.
Let go.
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Blogger is going crazy. On off having strange page layouts.
Tsk tsk.
Blog is really dead. Like unrevivable deadness.
It's really fun to keep typing and posting but no one really watches you. :D
It's like dancing or singing like a lunatic without people noticing that your on the brink of insanity. x)

Hmm.
Ariel came to my house today.
We had completely so little things to talk about that most of the time, it's only the awkward silence motivating us to speak out.
):
Last time, when we would go out with each other, there will be endless topics to chat about.
I guess that when you're separated so long, this is what eventually happens.
She became more "zi lian", I became the kind who talks in English with occasional Chinese poured inside. But you get the point.
Even so, we don't really address ourselves as best friends anymore.
And we know it.
We're giving excuses to try to cover up that we are already drifting apart.
She said out loud as she was typing an sms that she was at a friend's house.
Last time we would say best friend.
That's the past.
I would say my ex-best friend came to my house.
And clearly, I've moved on even faster than I thought I would.
We belong to different worlds now; she and her 'gans'; my companions/friends and I who have a love for writing.
The things we used to love aren't shared between us anymore.
Did you know that when we were viewing her friends' blogs to past time, the language they used were completely foreign to me? The jargon they used was the typical "ah lian and ah beng" stereotype. And the more I viewed their blogs, the more indignant I became. I took notice of the poor grammar used, instead of really paying attention to the content. And that really made me feel guilty.
I had to ask her what every phrase meant to fully understand, and after a while, she became tired of explaining. I, too, gave up asking her the meanings of those words.
The realization that we definitely lost each other became really evident.
I still remembered a point of time, when we were 7 or 8, in my house, downstairs, in the dining room.
My father said that most childhood friendships usually don't last after 16.
We both got a bit annoyed, and opposed strongly to his sentence.
"We will be best friends even until we're 16. We'll be best friends when we're 20, 25, 30, even when we're old. We'll be best friends forever."
And I still recall that we said that with so much passion and vigor.
We promised that we'll always be by each other sides, through thick and thin, through ups and downs.
We aren't 16 yet. We're only 13.
And what's left of our promise?
We've long left the childhood memories we used to share.

I guess I can only reminisce about the past now.
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Long history... :D
Went Sentosa yesterday, but there wasn't as much photos to take as I thought.
I didn't go near the beach, so no beautiful scenery of the sea and sky ):
There wasn't anything that could be taken with macro. x(
Shucks.
All trees, and little flowers. All the photos I took were just green, green, and more green.
Yuck.

Anyway, going out with Ariel tomorrow! So long never contacted her, we seem to be worlds apart now.

Got this on Facebook:

Nothing is exciting if you know what the outcome is going to be. You keep wanting to know how things will play out, keep asking to see the future. God doesn't give anyone the power to know the future, because life becomes maddeningly boring when you know everything upfront. So, instead of struggling, enjoy the uncertainty - to be alive means to not know.

I guess so huh. :/
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Quiz tagged by Lee Pei Xuan, or better known as the Ah Ma.

1. Are you single or attached?
Single.

2. Do you have a person you like?
Yes (:

3. What is the name of the person you are in love with?
Not telling you. :D Pause, it's not love. It's like.

4. If the person you love and your mum dropped into the sea, who would you save first?
Idk. Really. It's like a sin to let both die. Why don't I call for help and help them keep afloat before someone comes help? No wait, my mom can swim quite well, and ahem, I think he can swim quite well. And it's not love.
Please, anyway, the sea is so salty. You'll probably be floating. There's no way you'll drown.

5. Have you ever hugged someone before?
Erm. Yeah. I think so.

6. Do you love your parents?
Yes. Except when they start nagging, scolding, etc.

7. Will you hug the one you love?
Please. He doesn't know I exist. And it's like! For the last time.

8. Are you willing to do anything for the one you love?
Depending. The degree of love felt determines the limit I will do.

9.Are you jealous now?
Why would I be?

10. Who was the last preson who smsed you?
Ah ma.

11.Who is in your clique?
I don't have one and don't believe in one. I am a free person. I will go out with whoever I want to.

12.Do you want babies in the future?
I think so. They are so cute! Except when they poo. x(

13.Do you prefer McDonalds, KFC, LongJohnSilver or Burger King?
KFC. But I'm okay with all.

14.Do you sniff glue?
Don't insult me! I'm not some addict who will probably end up in jail!

15. Do you smoke?
NO!

16.If the person you love is a 2-timer, what would you do?
Just ask him to scram from my life. They don't deserve love from me. Why would I give my love to someone I know doesn't love me?

17.Which cca are you now in?
String Ensemble. NYSE ALL THE WAY!

18. If you are rich, what would you do?
Buy all the stuff I want, and go to all the places I want to go, and donate lots of money to charity (:
And obviously save for future investments.

19. If the person you love, held your hand, what would you do?
I don't know? I have to look at the current situation and see what to do. Atmosphere and surrounding and venue and time counts.

20. If the one you love reject you, what will you do?
I don't know larh. Depends. But most likely it's okay to me. And it's not love for the LAST TIME.

21. What is your favourite cartoon character?
Dk. I forgot. There's too much on my mind.

22. Friendship or love?
IDK. Most of the time, love starts with friendship right? I'll chose friendship. Unless there's no friendship and the guy who loves you is better, than love.

23. Cookie monster or Elmo?
Elmo. Cookie monster is cute but a bit violent, disgusting and the cookies are never eaten. :D

24. Do you use laptop or computer?
Computer.

25. Do you like lollipops?
YES! Ah ma! You lost too many teeth is it?! Why no sweets?!
L loves sweets. And that's the first common thing we have. (:

26. Do you have a diary?
Define diary. Book? Internet? What?

27. There's an admirer of yours and he won't die heart, what will you do?
Tell him you just don't like him. If he wishes to tag along still, let him be. Unless he's a nice guy and you might have some feelings for him, then that's a different story

28. If you quarrel with your boyfriend/girlfriend and he/she wants to break, what will you do?
Depends. If he's the kind who doesn't even treat you like a proper girlfriend and is egoistical, insensitive, two-timer, etc, do you think it's worth to continue? Break larh. And he suggested to break. That goes to show he's heart isn't there already.

29. Are you blur?
Quite. Not as blur as ah ma though.

30. If you can have your hair dyed, what colour do you want it to be?
My hair is already natural brown. *Hint hint to ah ma* So yeah. The hairdresser(s) always think I dyed my hair. Haha :D
Erm, black? With neon highlights (: But that's when I'm not studying. No. Going to work like that freaks people out too. I think I'll just leave it the way it is.

31. Who is the last person you chatted in your msn?
Vanessa x)

32. How many boys/girls have you beaten before?
Lol. Beaten is not the correct term. Bully is more appropriate. (: I did when I was young. Haha. I was a tom-boy. Lol!

33. If your boyfriend/girlfriend don't love you anymore, what will you do?
BREAK fool.

I shall skip the tagging part. Little people read my blog anyway.
All I could think of was to tag Vanessa. And that's all. xD
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Gah. Gah.
You know what?
I heard that Mr Sze's gonna conduct Hwa Chong's string ensemble!
GAH.
x(
I hope they have a hard time.
And I bet some will end up crying, since Raffles' had the same experience.
Come on. Boys cry okay.
Maybe that will help improve their playing.
x)
Haha.
I mean, it's really Raffles' loss to lose such a wonderful conductor like Mr Sze.
It's their fault anyway. Who ask them to rebel and defy?
Mr Sze is such an awesome conductor. (: At least now not in SYF period he is a lot calmer and not as fierce.

Oh and today, Mr Sze said I seem to have not much trouble coping with the viola.
:DD
He went something like "See? She looks like she can cope quite well with the viola"
And I was like so happy (:
At least, apart from the intonation and the horrible semiquavers and the rapid speed.
HEEHEE.

Went with Kai Yun, Yi Xuan and Wen Jia for section lunch today! :D
It's the first since I came up to ME.
Usually it's with the TE people. Zou Zhou had fever today. :(
And the ensemble is deciding to buy a HARP! We'll be like a full string orchestra now :D
Mr Sze wanted the blue one if we couldn't make up our mind so we chose mahogany.
And I found out that everything in Mr Sze's room is completely blue. Including the door handles.
Interesting ;)
Four sheets of bed sheets to change, probably per week, and all are blue. o.o
(:

Next week I'm like quite free. Going out with different people.
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Sigh. I play the VIOLA. :D

All photos I took when I went overseas were posted on -guess-.
(:
Not telling you.
And I'm super happy that we're going to Sentosa this weekend!
Not because of fun, there are photos to take!
:DDDDDD

Yay!
I love macro. Just simply love it.
It makes the world such a beautiful place from the photos taken using macro.

I haven't posted like a month.
I'm topic hopping but who cares.
I'm gonna open this blog again.
I need people to help me keep this thing surviving.
):
Gosh, so many viola scores to practice.
Next year there's a performance in May.
And I'm in it.
Forgot to say, I PASSED assessments and got into ME!
I posted that post on -guess-.
Let's keep that site -guess- for now.
It's plain awesome. :D
Sick of making my own blogskins.
I need time.
And I'm procrastinating all my homework.
And tomorrow's the last day of CCA ):
Have to practice all these concertos for the performance.
ALL.
So many movements!
GAH.
In Diversions, Lilburn, there's already FIVE.
In Divertimento, Walters, there's four.
And in Ertes Knozert fur Flote (German), Mozart, there's three.
I wonder if Chorales are counted?
But that's only tuning.
x(
Gtg practice my Lilburn movements II and V.
Mr Sze wants it.
Tired larh.

And Maple can't run.
It's annyoying. ><
I downloaded DirectX or what is supposedly what I actually had in my computer just that I thought maybe I didn't so just in case, I downloaded it.
In one breath (:

Random fact:
#1. Juliet met Romeo when she's 13. Yes, dumbass, THIRTEEN.
#2. Romeo and Juliet met at a feast and instantly fell in love with each other.
On the same day, Romeo had Juliet's consent to marry him.
Ridiculous. You don't even know what kind of person he is.
Fool. And you're only 13.

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HIPSters:
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202'10 102'09 202'09 Celia Hannah Iffera Jocelyn
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NYSE NYSE Violists Hua Hua Xu Yue Yang Jie Yi Ping Yixuan Yingyee Zhermin
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Rui Xuan Gwyneth!
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