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Originality not sold in stores.
Please do not rip anything from here unless you have the permission to.
This is called respect.
You do have that, don't you?
SMILE :D
I don't bite, don't worry. :)
All I do is chew, clamp, crunch, crush and cut ;D
Nah, just kidding.

Your average teenage girl ❤ Rachel, わたしはレイチェルです。
Emo = Emotive Hardcore ❤
You know that, don't you? Drill it in your minds. No nonsense in front of me.
And Adam Lambert is the absolute best :D
I feel evil&guilty for first betraying MCR, then BLG. :O
#1. ADAM + LAMBERT = !GLAMBERT fan
#2. Heels over head with BOYSlikeGIRLS
#3. In a relationship with MYCHEMICALROMANCE

Damn you, you know it.
For Your Entertainment Love Drunk The Black Parade Fearless The Fame

Faith Hope Grace Love

Today is my cousin's 21st birthday!
:D :D :D
I heard that the key symbolizes that you've opened the door to adulthood.
Or something like that.
I think it's understandable, no?
Anyways, it's like sad that she's not a teenager anymore.
Got to get a job, get married, have kids, take care of household.
The burden never seems to be lifted up from your shoulders, huh?

So I made a card for her, and I forgot that it was well, A CARD.
You know, a card which is like not so big?
So erm, I made two sheets of A4 paper stuck together using, ahem, staple bullets.
It looks so unprofessional. But outside can't see, it's inside! :D
Buesh. I didn't charge my phone, so can't listen to any songs.
D:


Actually, I did the whole card up but put my father's name.
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Blogger sucks. Whatever I just typed disappeared and I have to retype but I can't remember!

Learned blanket stitch in home ec so I was thinking maybe I could do something really nice for her.
Took a photo of it! :D

Blogger seriously sucks.
The photo just won't turn!
And the original isn't supposed to be at this angle!! >(
BEUSH!!

She liked it, well, I mean, everyone likes to receive presents.
So I'm not sure if she'll chuck it in some corner after this.
):
Her birthday is actually tomorrow, but it's a working/schooling day, so, yeah.

OH OH!
My dad bought my a Collins Gem Dictionary & Thesaurus!
My very first pocket dictionary!!
:DDDDDDDDDD
The more I look at it, the crazier I get.
CC:

Blogger sucks big time.
The words move into one paragraph when I move the pictures!
>>(

Haha. I am so crazy over my dictionary! :D
OOH. And I saw my cousin's boyfriend.
HAHA. xD
My cousin smiles so nicely.
My teeth are crap.
D:

Want to design a blogskin for BOYS LIKE GIRLS!
♥ Thunder is going through my mind.
Heart Heart Heartbreak is so awesome.
The song is like a bit of heavy metal or something?
Not sure. The beat is strong, it gives off so much vibration from my ear pieces.
Or probably I just switched on the volume a little too loud.
And Five Minutes to Midnight is like can't get out of my head.
It's an emo song you know?
Like not emotional.
Duh. x(
The Great Escape is so totally insane.
And Love Drunk is the first I ever heard.
So I know it's lyrics more than the rest.
And it rocks.
:D

I think I had to keep enter-ing to place the words NOT into a paragraph like for 1015 times already?
BLOGGER SUCKS, PERIOD.

BOYS LIKE GIRLS.
Girls like boys too, yeah?
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I just listened to Boys Like Girls today.
They are TOTALLY AWESOME! ❥
:DDDDD
I love The Great Escape!
I love Five Minutes to Midnight!
I love Heart Heart Heartbreak!
I love Love Drunk!
I love Thunder!
I love Hero/Heroine!
I love She's Got A Boyfriend Now!
I love Contagious!

The rest is nice, but doesn't show their skills.
Or somewhat like that.
Or some just don't really applied to me.
I just can't feel those emotions anymore.
Last time, I would cry if I heard those.
Definitely.
But now, it seems so vague, so surreal.
It just doesn't make sense to me.
3 ≠ 4
I still remember my math kay!
:D

Boys Like Girls! ❤
Keep on rocking.
I think their on par with MCR.
Or I love them even more.
☠ Love love love love LOVE BOYS LIKE GIRLS!
I wonder if they'll become like some songs, listen, and then toss away.
):
Nah, don't think so.

BOYS LIKE GIRLS!
ℬoys ℓike ℊirls, you rock my life.
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Sigh. Today there's cat class. As usual.
So the topic was about trust.
"Do you trust me?"
I don't know.
But I hope, I do.

Charlene and Cindy played this game.
They told us to throw and mess up everything in the room.
So we placed all the chairs everywhere.
Not sure what they wanted to do?
So the whole room was rather neat still.
I mean, we still don't know what's going on?
Then someone was blindfolded.
Supposed to only listen their instructions.
And get a marker placed somewhere.
Haha.
Raphael got picked.
He didn't really resist, so he played.
He could roughly see. The cloth was rather translucent, plus the lights were on.
He could actually walk straight to the marker.

Then the next round, or the last round that had time left to play.
So we already knew the instructions and what's gonna happen.
People started throwing around chairs.
(Including me)
xD
Smirked too early.
I got picked.
Oh wow.
They knew now.
They placed a piece of serviette, or like that kind of tissue paper found in McDonald's, in between the cloth and my eyes.
They switched off the lights.
The curtains were roughly drawn till theirs not a lot of light.
Awesome.
Real awesome.
I couldn't see a thing.
And the obstacle course was fabulous. Chairs were turned over, everything was completely messed up.
Wow.
I was like blind. I couldn't see. And I really didn't know what's in front of me.
If the thing is large enough and right at my feet, maybe I had a chance to see.
But most of the time, I would have my feet right in front of it before I can realise one step more and I will hurt myself.
So, trusting was the only option I could do, no?
One word: fearful.

Trust.
I don't know.
I hope, though, I really hope.
I do.

"Do you trust me?"
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Isn't it strange that the horoscopes I'm reading are so true?

Vanessa's horoscope (Virgo) is:

Tired of cheap imitations? This month you are craving for someone real and authentic in your life. It's been tough lately because the people around you have been doing nothing but spewing bullshit. Slinging recycled information and talking a big game, but having no clue as what they're saying. This month keep your eyes peeled for someone who actually knows what they're saying and stands up for it.
Your song for the month: Cheap and Cheerful - The Kills

Isn't it true?
I think she must feel everything's so fake after that blow to her.
I hope she finds the authentic friend that she's been searching for.
It's sad I can't help her in her time of need.

Well, Pei Xuan's one is a bit difficult since she's stuck in between but in this case her birthday falls in Capricorn on this site.
Pei Xuan's horoscope (Capricorn) is:

You will have a revelation this month, and over-whelming epiphany. Instead of trying so hard to be someone that you're not to someone who really could give a toss, you will start to understand and appreciate who you really are. This has all been one learning process and you're failure at it could be the best thing that's ever happened to you. Life is one big journey for us to find out who we are, and this month, you make some real headway.
Your song for the month: Never Had Nobody Like You - M. Ward

It might really happen.
I like her for who she is, not being someone else.
I just hope she's what I think and not what I see.

Mine. Sigh.
I just talked about it in the previous post before reading all these horoscopes.
I'm Aries.
My horoscope says:

Your desperate search to find a place where you belong will end this month. You will find your place with someone that's been around you for quite some time, but you never really noticed before. You may resist at first, but know that you can't stop what the heart wants, so throw away all of your preconceived notions aside and let your feelings guide you.
Your song for the month: Train Song - Ben Gibbard & Feist

I hope I find that person.
I need her/him desperately.

Horoscopes found at: Ghost Girl
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Hey!
Today's the last day of school holidays.
)):
Boohoo.
I wished school holidays never end.
I want to skin! D:
No time now.

And blogger is still like in this stupid white bg thingy.
Argh.

OH! Project Runway Season 6 (Omgosh. Only 6?!) is on TV soon! This Thursday! Sadly, it crashes with 命中注定我爱你. ): !! WAA~

I'm reading Ghost Girl's excerpt.
If that author can make it, I bet Vanessa will be a success.
But well, the plot for Ghost Girl is interesting.
There goes the point for the book.

Vanessa is so awesome in skins.
Yeah.
Even she, a later starter than me, beat me in my circle.
Sigh.
But it's something to be glad about, no?
((:

I guess I'm not wanted here.
I'm always redundant.
Wherever I go.
Sigh.
I wish that there's some place on this earth which makes me feel like home.
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Yay!
Today for catechism we went with the sec 2s to Lower Pierce Reservoir Park.
And like, it was awesomely tiring.
=.=

The day was, or is scorching. I'm dying of heat stroke! D:
No lah. :D It's good that I'm alive. I heard in the Middle East it's like 60°C at the peak of summer.
OMGOSH. Dx

And, fantastically, I did not bring my water bottle.
Awesome.
There was this amazing race?
And like, you have to practically run about from this side of the reservoir park to that side.
And, the teachers or known as the facilitators, they came up with funny poems for us to solve.
The answers are on the boards along the board walk coming in.
Awesome.
So it was like 500m? Just to find some answer to get a clue.
What. The. Heck.
So you run in, then run out. Then they give you some clue, to find the next station.
The most confusing part was that every facilitator takes care of more than one station.
So we were like trying to find that station game master.
Wow.
So if can't find, (Oh, and they love to walk and move around) then do a forfeit to get a clue where the station game master is.
And the worst thing is, you can't repeat a song or dance or cheer.
My group did the hokey pokey dance.
HAHAHA.
And the moonwalk.
HAHAHA.
Gosh. xD

Sadly, we didn't complete all 12 stations.
They had a mix up so instead of giving us a clue to the 11th station, they gave us a clue to the finishing point of the game.
Haha?

Oh, we were group 5.
:D

Group 3 won, and their prize was... to say grace.
HAHAHA! xD
Awesome.
We had lasagna for dinner.
Yeuch. Trust me, that lasagna was gross. I don't know is it because it's so wet and soggy.
I thought lasagna was much better. D:
Anyways, I tried to finish everything. But I started to feel sick.
So I skipped eating the chicken wing that was given out.

Today was nice.
Tired and hot, yes. But definitely fun. (:
I saw J.
He reminded me of someone I kinda detest.
Sigh.
):
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One fine day in the middle of the night,
Two dead boys got up to fight.
Back to back they faced each other,
Drew their swords and shot each other.

One was blind and the other couldn't see
So they chose a dummy for a referee.
A blind man went to see fair play,
A dumb man went to shout "Hooray!".

A paralyzed donkey passing by,
Kicked the blind man in the eye,
Knocked him through a nine inch wall,
Into a dry ditch and drowned them all.

A deaf policeman heard the noise,
And came to arrest the two dead boys.
If you don't believe this story’s true,
Ask the blind man he saw it too!
© Anonymous
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On a black midnight sky,
When all is seemingly at peace,
I'm alone.

Thoughts of you are racing,
As I sit here,
Trying to forget.

Your little smirk that shows your happiness,
Your eyes that mystify,
Your voice that echoes through me forever.

All of them,
Memories of why I cannot be with you.

A single tear falls,
Blackened by my eyeliner,
And more follow.

Finally letting my sorrow escape,
I cry.
© Anonymous
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Minds stained with violence
Everything is just too much
Trembling hands and wide eyes
Disturbed by every touch

Nothing will be the same
Empty sighs and cringes
Drawing all the curtains
Life ripped from its hinges

Who could steal away everything
And not feel any shame?
Who could kill their conscience
And not feel pressured by the blame?

Who could live with the pain
From a girl on their hands?
I’ll tell you the answer right now
Only a monster can

Only a monster thinks
Love is something you take
Only a monster ruins lives
You are the monster I make
© Anonymous
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